I'm So Cool Now

seriously!

I fractured my foot again. Same right foot. People fracture or sprain their bones/muscles/tendons/other sprainable parts by playing some sport. It adds more drama/effect if they are doing something they are passionate about. All my life(actually only two instances, but two is enough to make me suffer) my reason for the limp I trod with are pretty lame.

BUT NOW...

No more uncool reasons like

"i fell off the bus" (uncool ankle sprain I had on my trip to Penang)

or

"my shoe snapped and down the stairs I went" (another uncool reason I had while on the KTM stairs with Jin)

This time I can say "I fractured my right foot BY CHALLENGING MY FRIEND ON WHO CAN REACH THE TOP OF THE STAIRS AND DOWN FIRST!"

Challenging someone is cool, right?

Running up and down the stairs is some sort of sport, right?

WHEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I AM COOL!!!

then when people as me to tell them the whole incident, their last sentence would always end up with a "so you missed a step and fell down?"

so not cool =(

I don't consider myself a very expressive person. I have never been taught to voice out my opinions eventhough I disagree.

It's been years since I discovered the beauty of penning things down either on

pen and paper,

typing it out on blogs or Word,

scribbling thoughts on paper airplanes or

doodling to symbolize a certain event.

Never had I any intentions of making anyone terasa. Apparently I did.

Reading back, maybe I was a lil too harsh with my words. But people blog on the spur of the moment! And that moment, I was THAT irritated.

I apologize.

I've considered of stopping this whole blogging thing so that I won't accidentally step on people's tail. Then again, if I do so, who's going to hear me scream if someone steps on mine?

Thunder

are you afraid of thunder when it booms it's majestic voice over the land? or do you think of it as a noise of nature and brush it aside?

Thunderstorms blew off the power supply for the whole house in the evening on Wednesday. As the 4 year old laptop is running on no battery but on charger alone, 11 of the google chrome tabs turned into black screen. *facepalm*

While being immune to the roaring thunder outside, some fat little kitty was being a scary cat.

Here she is, all curled up on my lap. that's my chubby lower arm, btw. Tried to make it take a deep breath so it won't appear fat on camera but to no avail.

Then she jumped onto my bed and look to the direction of where the sound came from. Please excuse my shelf/2nd table/properties/ on the unmade bed.

Then she jumped down to the floor and scrunched up into a tight ball, probably trying to defy gravity. She probably thinks the smaller she is, the more stable she gets, the less scared she becomes.

kesian look

run and hide like your fellow ostrich, dizzie!

Dear Jela

Remember how we used to write letters to each other in f3 and f4 on a daily basis to catch up with each other although we were in the same school? I'm still keeping all of them in an envelope. Thought we'll never stop, but we both grew up with side dishes to eat along the way. If it makes sense. Haha. This letter is going to be something different. If you don't mind, I'm making your letter public =)

Yes, I do remember how we thought Grace has changed when we read her blog a few years ago. Nowonder I don't mind reading her blog now >=P haha. shhh...

Just now when you mentioned to me that my style of writing has changed, I really didn't believe you one bit, because I've only masukked Taylors for 5 weeks. And with that I'm still mixing with the SEGi gang. and the Taylor's people I mix with are like, 'good girls'. In fact, I only talk to ONE girl who is originally from Taylor's.

So then I began to analyze the 'pre-Taylor's' blog posts and my recent ones.

You're absolutely right.

The current ones are so different. So full of complains. So much bitching. So much gossiping. So unlike me.

I doubt it's the influence of friends. I think it's more to the culture. Or rather the people there make you think in a whole new perspective/direction/whatever it is it called.

Like I mentioned just now at the kopitiam, I tried looking for a person in the simplest outfit in the campus. And finally found a dude in Tee and jeans. In Armani tee and Levi's to be precise. I suppose it's a matter of WHO they are wearing, rather than WHAT they are wearing .

Here's a secret. I wear RM10 tees often, without caring so much about the quality/brand etc. That day, I got myself a pair of Levi's. Mum paid for it of course. Although it was something I wanted for a long time, but if it wasn't for the 'culture pressure', I doubt the jeans would have been bought so soon.

I'll try to blog like the old me. Kinda dislike the recent blog posts.

P/S: here are a few pictures of the lakeside campus at night. breathtaking, isn't it?

The stairs leading up against the mining pool lake.

Block C, D and E -where the classrooms are.

The foodcourt/cafeteria that is facing the lake

Another picture of Block C and D

The commercial block opposite the classroom blocks. Now they have WongKok Char Chan Teng and Subway. Can't wait for Starbucks, McD and Baskin Robbins to open!

Thank you so much for pointing out that issue to me. Or else I wouldn't have noticed.

Chloe =)

XOXO

If You Remember

Laptop Scouting Mission (LSM) began about 3 months ago.

3 days ago, it was in between Mac and a Toshiba. Both costs approx RM3,500.

2 days ago, it was in between Toshiba and Vaio because Mac takes time to pick up, and with the crapload of assignments on my side, I have no time to learn any new stuff on the comp. It's like a UK citizen driving/living in the USA for the 1st time. So Toshiba and Vaio it is.

Yesterday, the Vaio was on RM500 discount, so the i5 processor Vaio costs RM3450 instead of the RM3999. But the funny thing is that the Sony salesboy suggested me to get a mac, instead of the Vaio at that price. So Toshiba it is.

Today, Ziquan (the PD guy) told me that a laptop with the same specs as Toshiba, the Asus can be bought at a cheaper price. After brainwashing myself to finally get a cheapo laptop, finally agreed to get an Asus .

BUT THE THING IS, Asus doesn't have pink. BUT DELL has pink! Graycee says Dell. Tham says Dell. Zharif says Dell and Mac AND TosHIGA. Now i want a tosHIGA. coz it sounds like Ryan Higa. Haha. Now I want a TosHIGA, a colourful Dell and a superchunted cheap Asus. Thanks y'all.

While scouting around for laptops, Ziquan led me to lowyat's forum and the forum so badly reminded me of the U8 forum I used to join, and so I googled SMK USJ 8 and forum. And guess what I found:

http://smkusj8.2.forumer.com

which led to a page I clearly remember posting something on:

I'm such a loser. I diagnosed myself with the Dory-Syndrome even at the age of 15. Which makes me a bigger loser. Click to enlarge.

More reasons why I belong to loserville:

...my uber lame email address: eternalflame89 @ hotmail.com

and

....the numerous times I got banned from using the internet during my secondary school days...

...then it reminded me of the time I attempted tried so hard to stand up for my friend who was accused of the murder of the australian dad. I think the administrator, Jin's bro, Clement deleted that post.

I was 15. I didn't know any better.

Mii and Euu

It's either I'm getting old, or the patience towards understanding teenagers is wearing off.

We used to spell words to make it short and easy or so that we can squeeze the whole message into a text message and save money from sending one instead of two. For example, we used to spell you as 'u' because logically, that's how you pronounce it.

And 'because' is spelled as 'cause', 'coz' or 'cz' coz that's how the cookie crumbles.

How is spelling 'me' as 'mii' or 'you' as 'euu' goina help you save money in this economic state? In each text, one is only limited to 160 characters per text.

Grr...

THE Question

is to buy or not to buy this:

It's designed and sold by my favourite YouTubers/Directors OF ALL TIME!!!

AND it's ONLY TWENTY FOUR... =D

...usd =(

usd24.00 x 3.5 = RM84.00

for a white t-shirt.

not including shipping rates: http://areyouaniceguy.com/pages/shipping-1

then againnnn..... *nudgenudge*

my birthday is VERY soon =DDD

more info here: http://areyouaniceguy.com/

make sure the tee is in this: http://areyouaniceguy.com/products/nice-guy-design-gift-bag

=DDDDD

Being Ill Treated

I'm just saying. Neither am I complaining. The weekends was supposed to be spent doing research, but apparently upon completing ONE assignment ON PAPER BELUM TYPE SUMMORE, this girl here had some mild fever.

...and a lil cough.

...and lost her voice.

should I dread the coming assignments that I've yet to touch?

So much to do. So many sites to visit. So many videos to watch. So many books to read. So much research to be done.

Dizzie ran out again. until i screamed and shouted at the top of my lungs expecting the worst that could happen to her. Then I heard a rattle at the gate.

Thanks, Guys

for being there for me.

as of now, we'll cross the bridge as we get to it, aight? =)

They Killed The Morning

Who on earth wakes up being all perky at 7.45 in the morning of a Monday?

To the girls sitting in front of me, I apologize for eaves dropping about what that guy did and which part he held and what he did to some girl. You tried your best to relate that secret to your friend, but unfortunately, the lecture hall was a tad too empty, which enables your whispering, giggling, gasping and gawking activities even more audible.

Froggy

Have you heard of the frog in the boiling pot? The frog's body temperature will go higher as the water in the boiling pot increases. Its body will adapt the surroundings and eventually boil itself to death.

Perhaps I've not been myself. I noticed that my attitude is like the above mentioned.

It's just the beginning of the 3rd week, and I'm beginning to be sick.

Here's an excerpt from a convo I typed out to a friend:

-=chloe=- says:

*i really dont wanna mingle around

*i wanna be on my own and clear my head abit

*unfortunately new friends will help 'survive' the new campus

*i mean u know right, loners are pretty pathetic people

*and then they are like social outcasts

*it's like i wanna stick to old friends

*like you guys

*and those from segi

*but i have to make new friends

*and i dont wanna go through that whole process of being careful of what i say, eat and do

*it's tiring.

*i hate small talk

I'm sorry I can't adapt to changes. I despise changes. I don't know who I can trust anymore. I don't know why I can't take it. Perhaps the comfort zone has been too comfy for my own benefit.

Butt Of All Jokes

There is nothing worse than walking around with a HUGE-ASS split on your pants.

*nudge, see what i did there? hehee, cheesy puns*

My third this year. Obviously shows how much my arse has grown. Double facepalm. Throw in an extra two buttpalms in, for each cheek.

I want to be able to live this quote:

"one day, we will all look back and laugh"

I dare not look at my back, obviously.

The minute I reached home, I threw the assholed pants in the dustbin. I never wanna see it again.

It was about 24 hours ago when it happened. I cried at first, then I laughed a few times, then I felt superhugeass embarassed, then I couldn't be arsed. I guess telling more people who did not get to witness my bum LIVE on-air makes me feel better =/