Losted

Sometimes the people around you can influence you to not be yourself.

I’ve realized that I haven’t been myself until recently. Now it feels like a bondage between me and I-Think-I’m-Me has been broken and I don’t think I know who I am now.

Am I the me whom I think I am?
Or am I the me I thought I thought I was?
Or am I the me I think I thought I was
Or am I the me I thought I think I am?

I think I thought too much of thinking in my thinking thoughtful thoughts.

But I wanna know who I am. Do I actually like what I like? Or do I like what I actually don't like but I'm liking it just to be liked?

ARGH.

I need to find myself.

Can anyone look for me?

Fs and Fb

I was and am pretty bored despite having to do a Journalism report due next week.

Went through Facebook and for the first time, I clicked on
other stuff other than 'ignore, ignore, ignore'

Went to Friendster and checked my messages. Some even
dated back to 2005-belum delete. Well, I just did.

And I found that I didn't read any of my messages friends
sent me since the beginning of 2007!

Well, I applied for it just for kicks.

=)

Here is a Very Good Example...

...to make sure you never enter a shop without
knowing how much you have in your wallet/purse.

Went to SS2.

Masuked a TVB shop.

Saw a series I wanted to buy for a long time.

Demanded asked politely for it.

RM20 for the 20 episodes. Damn cheap. Summit RM7 for 5 episodes.
(P/s: it's original. I don't buy cetak rompak, kay?)
Scared polis catch =/

Bukak wallet.

I counted my cold hard stack of cash.

RM10, + RM 1, RM2, RM3, RM4, RM5, RM6, RM7, RM8, RM9

I counted again:
one, two, three, Four, Five, Six, SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE...

my stack of RM1 notes stretched to only RM9.

Short of ONE RINGGIT!!!


I looked at the lady.

I looked at my stack of RM1 notes.

I looked at the lady again.

I looked at WeiVern.

Migosh, thank goodness the temaned me to the shop.

Actually her main reason was to make sure I don't get kidnapped. Bwahahaaaa!!! Ice's idea.

So anyway, thanks to her RM1, I managed to buy my...

Catch Me Now!!! =)

No Lam Fung, nevermind. Storyline nice can aredi.

Not the latest series, but I'll still watch it anyway. Migosh, imagine, I would be watching 19 episodes without knowing the ending! *gasp*

So the moral of the story is to know how much you have in your wallet. If you don't, borrow one buck from WVern =P

Never Had One, Don't Know How it Feels...

...to lose this:

WeiVern and I were walking around Summit one day
(when my blue digicam still existed)...
...and spotted it.

Some kid is soooo not gonna sleep for a looonnnngg time~

P/S: If you didn't get it, I was reffering to the bantal busuk in the picture

MY DAD...

...makes the best instant noodles ever.
...sayangs me very much.
...is a business freak.
...drove his car to the petrol station,


...paid RM50 at the counter and drove off without pumping any petrol in his car.

Yup, that's my dad. He is so damn rich, he borrowed RM50
from me only to drive off without its worth. Poor me =(

"Sorry lor"

All these while I have been ignoring invites and stuff on Facebook.

I'm sorry I didn't accept your invitation.

I apologize for being a saw-loser(correct spelling?)

There is only ONE reason I can find, and ONE that makes sense...

I malas.

P/S: Title of post is a popular quote by Konfusecious

"So bad ah, you, bully Marcus"- Mum

"You girls(WeiVern and I), don't bully Marcus!"- Ms.Mangala

Exkiuse me ah, I've been a very good girl this sem, kay? I didn't bully Marc at all! =D

Nehhh...*points finger* Ice they all lor...

*snickers and runs far far away*

I've kinda lost touch with blogging.

=(

1st week of college gone. Already got 3 asses in hand. News Reporting, Journalism, and Comm and Scholarship.

*welcoming stress with open arms* after a long time without stress, a lil adds spice to life =)

Yippie!!! I'll be getting my 1st item bought online!
=D
It's as fun as buying stuff from the shops!

TODAY IS WEDNESDAY

Tomorrow will be Thursday.

The day after tomorrow is Friday.

I'LL BE COLLECTING MY LAST CD FOR THE FOUR!!!

Please, please remind me to never, ever watch a series when the last episode isn't out yet.
Hmm~ this sounds so familiar.

The weather is pelik.

One minute the sun is scorching hot, stripping wouldn't be a bad idea,
and the next,

raindrops as big as snowballs hit your head till you have to wear bullet proof vests underneath your windbreakers.



Pam is pelik too. When she goes all hyper on msn-you definitely know she'll be seeing her sayang soon.

Two Way Post =)

Remember I said my life rocks?

I sorta need one now.

Get me an assasin.

Need to kill boredom.

Gah~ Lame, I know.

I'll do anything

So that I won't be bored

Except for hanging the clothes

Helllp Me!!!

Instructions:

Read from-

Left to Right,

Right to Left,

Left to Right and
Right to Left.

Then read Row One(Top to bottom) (purple),

Row Two (Top to bottom) (blue),

and Row Three (Top to bottom) (green).

If you are as bored as I am, then you can read it again from the bottom to the top or from Row Three to Row One, and continue jumbling up the sentences if you want.

Bluek

Makes me wanna vomit.

I must remember to not watch
any TVB dramas that aren't
out 100%.

The Four is out on Astro on Demand, but only until episode 11.
And I've watched episode 10 on DVD and the next DVD(eps11-eps15) won't come out till this Friday.

What am I to do? What am I to dooooo? I hate waiting.


I was reading through my previous posts-those 2006 ones. And I realized that...
...I was freakin long winded.
Every post is about 500 words long. Damn cheung hei betul. Summore damn emo wan. Yer.

Apart from the fact that shit happens once in a while, my life rocks! =D

First Post with Lotsa Chinese Characters

My latest addiction- Turning Point by Lam Fung. That is if I got the correct translations la.
In Chinese it's 赤地轉機.
Ice told me it's literally translated as Earth Turning Machine.

This is another part of my life where I complain and regret for not learning Chinese. Actually, who would have known that I'll go gaga over Asian(namely TVB) people instead.

I would kill to work for/at/in TVB. Such a freakin huge honour =D


Okie, going now. If you don't see me for the next few days, that means I've already melted while listening to Lam Fung sing.

Before I melt and turn into liquid,
What does 愛人與海 mean? *edited* found frm the internet-'Ngoi Yan Yi Hoi'
And 影子的愛情故事?

Damn Chores

While eating at Subway with my mum, two guys came in. He walked in, passed my table and sat behind me. One of them was wearing the SEGi student id around his neck.

Reminded me how much I miss college

I'll trade in anything to get back in there. Really! I would be studying/naiking gila by now.
But what am I doing now?
Bloody Chores.

I swear I'll never ever EVER become a housewife/anything that has to do with cleaning up the house in my entire life. Hate chores. Hate Chores. Hate chores.

Gahhh~
Off I go~ Hang curtains~ Change bedsheets~ Sweep and mop floor~

Owh, the agony =(((

You thought I was going to talk about those two guys eh? Hahaa~

***

Kesedihan aside,

New tracks todayyy =)

Heading to gym tomorrow =)

Again. =D

Inspiring RPM

I lack of inspirations.

I've been staring blankly at this screen since whatever time you see at the bottom of this post.
And it's 12.28am now.

In 6hours time, my mum will be dragging me out of bed with her invisible audible bulldozer and get my lazy ass to the gym where I'll hear Isaiah asking the class to:

"turn up,
drop your load,

racing,

aero-racing,

seated climb,

standing climb,

butt back-above the saddle,

seated recovery

standing recovery

race down,

race to the top"

And the only repond I give is CO2 through my mouth like a caught fish.

Yesh, people, it's RPM. The only class I go to that doesn't require me jumping up and down but helps make me burn hundreds of calories. Not that I care.

After that, I'll come home and continue my TVB series-The Four! *grins*

Gahhh~ 12.42am already!
Lesser time for me to sleep!
Leaving now.

At least I updated =)

Stupid hiccups.

Wahhh...

Cool Wind also can blow heat wan ah?

Make roots shiver and quiver summore.

Wind mah, watado?

I'VE GOT IT!!!

Remember I said I wanted to dye my hair BLUE?

And all of you were against it...

Well I have something to say to you...

IN YOUR FACE MY HAIR!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!!

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*what time is it? SUMMER TIME*

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*anticipation*

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*more anticipation*

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[insert Photoshopped picture of Chloe with blue hair here]

HAHA~

I sachayed into to the hairdresser's snapped my fingers, sat there and said "woman, make me beautiful"

"dye whatever blue-tiful colour that you think suits me"

*I hinted*

An hour, 2 Vanessa Hudgens, 1 JustinTimberlake, 1 VivaLaVida and many doze-offs later...

...I got my usual signature red-ish, purple-ish, brown.

=)

I'm happy abit

She didn't dye my hair blue, neither did she add any blue in the mixture.

Apparently, blue isn't a beautiful colour worrr... =/

p/s: I lost my digicam, remember? =(

Wind, Wave and a Whole Lot More

I love cozy dim lights, yet I love lots and lots of pretty bright lights.
I love being alone all to myself, yet I love crowded places.
I love white, yet I love black.
I love staying at home, yet I love to go out.
I love dressing up, yet I love simple tees and jeans.
I love the wind, yet I think I love the wave.

Being a young green shoot,
strong wind sweeps the roots out,
blows it into the air,
leaving it high and dry,
wondering where to go,
should it follow where the winds blow,
or should it run to the sea and be caught by the waves?

***

Emo, confusions and question marks aside,

Pam, now I understand how you all felt when you were counting down.

Gahhhh~ That's the end of this week~

Friday, then Saturday, then SWEEPING Sunday... -.-

Then Monday...

Tuesday...

Wednesday...

Thursday...

Friday...

Saturday...

SUNDAYYYYY!!!

Then MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

Hey, Wvern/Ice, really hor, class starts on the 13th?

Then results bila? 18th? Or 8th? Ice gave me crap info that I gave him.

HAHAA~

Come to think of it, I don't have to worry. When they don't see me in college, they'll know how to call me wan la =)

Happened so many times, appreciate it though. =D

A Few Discoveries~!

I found out that...

(1)...stoning at home isn't such a bad idea afterall...

=D

Can't wait for another 5 episodes of The Four comes out =)))))
Tahan, Clo, tahan...
*squeals!*
Finally a super good ancient series for me to watch =)
*all smiles*
That's discovery no.2

(3) Bored of Moonlight Resonance after episode 18.
Lalala~ I don't like series more than 25 episodes and the latter has about what, 40?

(4) Clo has alot of question marks in her head regarding Feng.

(5) Did I say I enjoy stoning at home? =)